A Point of View

Men of IT industry believe most of this world is composed by computer and binary. While the truth that computer to the world is just as a leaf to forest often greatly surprises them.

Group Poems of Graduation Part 3 (In Chinese)

回家住了三天，然后就要动身去北京了。那天是爸爸送我去坐车，晚上8点吧，天还亮着，爸爸站在外面，等我走了他也好走。我躺在铺上……

天一黑，坐车的人就完全不知道方向了。外面漆黑一片。我一边联系同学加新同事，心里油然一股情绪上来了。

归去又来三日间，
回首往事多笑谈。
今日迎风向北去，
从此不再称少年！

迷迷糊糊睡着了，迷迷糊糊又醒了，看表还不到十一点半，看看车窗外面，黑咕隆咚什么都看不见……

梦醒如隔世，
不知处何方。
凭窗无所望，
思乡忽断肠。

……

写这些，只想纪念那些无法挽留的东西……

Group Poems of Graduation Part 2 (In Chinese)

想到Miss. Wan了，我们班的明星mm啊，超一流的生活态度。灵机一动～

萍萍不亭亭，
别样亦可人。
临行只一句，
睡到自然醒。

不算得罪吧。^_^

给AZBO，我的好哥们儿，一个字，聪明！（什么？两个字？嗨，别较真儿啊～）大一还不怎么熟的时候给过我一白眼，之后就没有了^_^。一起踢球，一起code。

百尺球场手交手，
十寸荧屏心予心。
来日重逢聚北地，
共谱一曲晋楚风。

AZBO回我道：我爱上了文学……
差点儿没笑死我。

给NULL，又一个好哥们儿。好精神的小伙儿呢，办事踏实，让人放心。我们一起打实况，哦，不，是他用实况打我……

实况九里交予手，
H三中共我心。
遥赠龙泉三尺水，
剑鸣便知挚友情。

阿芳，一个字，好人（呵呵，怎么不较真儿啦～）来北京读研，面对困难勇气十足，我们的偶像。

芳踪随南觅，
锐痕沿北寻。
京都重逢日，
共叙旧人情！

嗯，已经叙了好几次了，有一次还是我找他借米……

给benson，坚韧有个性的好小伙子。

张能容四海，
驰可达三江。
骐骥待一跃，
纵横随我心！

给Lei MM，毕业设计时认识的，当时我们组里唯一的红花，真是一道风景。呵呵。也去米国读书了，前几天刚走～

万绿丛中一点红，
小楼碧玉雪芙蓉。
重洋三千难阻断，
明月一轮情更浓！

BTW：我们工作的地方叫小楼～

最后还有一首给大炮的，聪明活泼男～送他一首BT的，呵呵

玉树临风风已逝，
一表人才才更亡。
若问电信谁淫荡，
数我通二大炮杨！

自认颇为得力，给大炮准喜欢。

Group Poems of Graduation Part 1 (In Chinese)

毕业快两个月了，但当时同学们送我出校门， 坐上去火车站的公汽时的情景依然历历在目。

那天在车上烂七八糟写了一对所谓的诗，送给我的朋友和同学。虽然相当不专业，但是我想这不是我们关心的重点。

第一首是给realdodo的，我的朋友，我的师兄加老师。我从他身上学到了很多东西，要走了，心里乱啊~

小楼昔时沐春风，
归途今朝满别情。
黄鹤一羽遥相送，
他日重逢当做凭。

（嗯，还行。^_^）

又写一首给大刘。大刘是我同室好友。上进好青年啊。

同室四载未言情，
小别一朝始觉珍。
北都若有重逢日，
全聚德处和平门！

（BTW：全聚德烤鸭贵！非常人所能承担，也～）

诗兴渐浓啊，ddl也应该快回去了。这小子，给他也来一首。五言律诗哦。

逢君于网上，
识君现世中。
潜移又默化，
积极进取心。
临别不忍别，
欲行怯将行。
与君歌一曲，
铭心两个人。

ddl么，相当要好的朋友，而且不只是朋友，应该说对我很有影响的人。
结尾的两个人可是有典故的，我还颇为得意了一下，可惜这哥们好像没体会出来……


轮到虾米了，AZBO的小师妹，其实和我同岁，但是我老觉得她比我小。送首儿歌吧。^_^

皎皎明月夜，
软软银沙滩。
一只小虾子，
怯怯探头来。

暗合了虾米和月映沙丘，这都是她。

出校门时，好多同学都来送我啊，一直陪我走出来，送一首六言诗给他们。

分离始知情深，
相送更觉意浓。
老武如今先走，
各位兄弟保重！

一个字，白。我乐意，他们应该也比较乐意，那不结了。

好长了，分开写，凑post……，bbs上养成的坏习惯 :)

I am happy though I can't feel it

It has been over a month after my graduation. Nothing seems have changed to me, so I myself have to change. Friends, though a few, are really true friends, even we can contact only with internet or phone call.

Grown up with families' love, having a not that stupid brain, paid rich in a certain degree, I am really a lucky dog in many people's eyes. I believe I am happy though I can't feel it in my depth...

Is there a kind of unsatisfcation in everyone's deep heart or just because I 've not got what I want in these four or five years? Write to here, I ask myself, what do you want indeed?

I believe everyone comes to this world to pursue happiness. But the question is happiness itself can only be pursued but never really got. It's just a kind of feeling. We do things to make us feel happy.

We are hungry, so we buy much delicious food and feel happy after devouring them? No more evil in this world would exist if that is true. Happiness comes right befor the point satisfing desires and dispears right after this point too. No matter good or bad this desire is.

In chinese traditional culture, maybe in Dao religion's culture, one can be into a so called "constant" status if he can cast desire away. Actually, Dao culture suggest its believer try to reach such a status, no more desire, called Qing status. (Qing also have three levels which are Yu Qing, Shang Qing and Tai Qing.)

I, as a common people, have no greate wisdom to resolve such a big question. I doubt happiness comes from comparing with other people who have no capital to compare with you. Maybe it would still be a question before I really understand what happiness is.

In the car I come to Beijin, I talked with my father and my great friend. I said my salary meant tenly poor ones got cents after yearly hard working. Father seems be surpried by my odd view, but he nodded and with a kind of praise. There are so many children have no money to go to school, so many sick man have no money to be cured, even so many have not enough food.

How can you complain you are not happy? To those ones, does happiness have little meanings? Why they but you should suffer from pains and why you but they give such a complain after supper.

AM I HAPPY? I dare not to asked myself this question again, since the word happiness remind me of people who have no right to evaluate whether they are happy or not.